Self-reflect.

I only have a few things to say to you. Alot of things have been going around for the past week and this week to.

Eventhough I talk to you just now, and acted like normal, I expect you to self-reflect, and I think you have not. Just now, I hear ____ asking you to stop pinching you. If that is how you stop it, then that's wrong. I want to give you a chance, people should be given a chance, but you should also remember that opportunity does not knock twice on your door. It only knocks once. Im giving you a chance to prove to me and to others that you can stop violence if you do not want to be an introvert(whateverthatmeans) in TMS forever. You've been getting on everybody's nerves and you may not realise, but even the closest to you are also irritated with you. Im saying this literally. If you really do not change, do you want to become a loner? Do you want to hang out with people that already have cliques and become an "outsider" or "outcast" in their clique? Change truly and people can see you know. People are not blind and we have hearts you know.

Some people have high tolerance level but some people have low. Im the type that have high tolerance. But if I can't take anymore of your nonsensical acts, then what about the low tolerance people. You know, it's time you go to the beach or the void deck or anywhere that is quiet and self-reflect if your actions have hurt you. If your actions have hurt the people around you. It kills to be near you, when we want to. Eventhough it is your so called hobby, you know, if you want people to say you're strong, what for? What for to get compliments by saying you're strong. You carry a 50kg dumbell, then I'll say you're strong. You know, you may think this is your way of joking around, but puh-lease, you dont beat lightly, you beat hardly and that hurts. What if one day you beat somebody, then the front teeth fall of? What are you going to do? Laugh it off and beat some more? Is that the way. You know, by the way the child behaves, people will straight-away conclude that your parents did not bring you up or taught you well. If you do not want people to insult your parents, then stop all this FUCKING NONSENCE.

Its not fair when your parents get blamed for all this. If you love them, and dont want them to take the blame for all your pantat-ish acts, then change. Change for the sake of everyone and yourself. Change for the sake of your FUTURE. Change.

Thats all.