A mixture of feelings.

Im so mad, hurt, angry and sad inside. Its a mixture of feelings, and I bet, its going to make me puke sooner or later. Okay, so here is what happened that caused me this mixture of feelings. Sabrina, Faraisha and I were boarding the bus. We all were laughing like hell, because everytime we like stop laughing, one of us will crack another joke. Then, there is this "makcik"(aunty) that wears tudung and is a malay, and she keeps giving us irritated and pissed of looks because we keep laughing. Then when Faraisha and Sabrina was gone, and it was my turn to get out, the makcik said this to me, "Eh, you better check your brain. You laugh like a devil. I was so shocked, I did not see that coming. So I just kept quiet and was shocked lah. She is a muslim, wears tudung and her attitude is like that? Wth is wrong with her. If she was not an elder, I would have asked her to fvck off.

To the makcik:
I know, you are void of emotions. You are jealous looking at my friends and I laugh because you did not laugh like us when you were at your teenage years. Instead, you were busy cleaning toilet bowls at home. I understand your plight. But, that gives you no reason to tell me that. Laughing gives you positive energy. No wonder you have black aura around you.. Now I understand, you have alot of negative energy. OH! And you said I laugh like a devil. How do you know a devil's laugh? Oh, sorry, I forgot, you are one. So, I hope that you can STOP CRITISIZING people because of their laugh. Because you are not worth it okay. So just stop it and mind your own business. Dont poke your strawberry nose in other people's business. Get a life, go become a cleaner, dont be a freeloader ok. I respect cleaners more than you. Because, even if when we pee everywhere, they dont tell us that we need to have our eyesight checked, because we miss the target. I respect them more than you okay. WAIT, I don't even respect you. So respect is out of the question. Listen ah, what comes around goes around. You will get your taste of the medicine later. God is fair, just wait and see.

PS: I told my sister and they said makciks got no other things to do and I should ignore them and that she said if she were me she would scold at the aunty. I believe that. my sister is a very daring person.