I'm tired of trying,

I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of putting good words for him just to make him happy. I'm tired of lying to make you happy. I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired when you complain to me. I'm tired because I'm trying so hard and you don't credit me for that. I'm tired when you complain things to me and I try so hard to comfort you but you don't care. I'm tired to show that I don't leave you out. I'm tired when I'm tired.

I'm tired now and I don't care. I'm emotionally tired okay. I also have problems, but you don't seem to care. You don't seem to want to listen to my problems. But I listen to yours. I comfort you. I can't confide into you because you also have problems. Every sms that we send each other, at least 65% of them are you talking about him. For once, I want it all to be about me, not just about you. For once, I need somebody. Just because of him, you want to fight with us. I'm really tired trying to make you happy okay. I need to turn to someone else.

I don't care anymore. I don't care if I get replaced. I don't care.